Sunday, September 12, 2004
yo people..
it's 7.28 in the morning now. just now at 4.50 i went to send my mummy off to salt lake city. it's about -2 degrees there. that's so cool! anyway.. it's her great USANA convention thingy. haha.. she's stopping over at san fransisco (which is 10 degrees) for 6 hours! believe it or not.. she's gonna be there alone for 6 hours. lol.. haiis. it's gonna be 3 weeks longer till she returns..
i had a talk with my daddy.. though im not that close to him.. he kinda regrets not spending time with us.. the plight that we're in today.. he thinks that it is partly due to his negligence. yea.. i can't deny that the gap between my dad and us is even greater than my mum's. haha.. but~ it's one's own personal decision whether she/he wants to strive to do well anot. basically.. it's ur own determination. and i guess we lack that.. i know that he wants me to get like 10 points and below cos it's not within my brother's capability to do so.. but i feel the pressure from him. i really hope that i don't fail to meet my expectations. i can't afford the consequences. haha.. seriouss. zz~~ sian! i was planning on working real hard in jc.. but i have to do equally well now.. but i'm not confident of doing just that.. besides.. i know how arrogent some people are.. so i have to prove them wrong.. lol~ and my dad wishes that too!
i wanna make them happy.. =)
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 7:29 AM
7:29 AM
